I trusted N_____...
I thought she was my friend..
She was kind to me...
She treated me like any other...
but..
when she was with V______ and N______Q___....
who don't like S_______...
she acts as if i don't exist..
she ignores me..
when i can't find a group with S_______,
she looks at me..
then look away..
and i don't even know if S_______ is my friend in the first place..
what do i do?


A______ is really nice...
she may be crazy bout boys..
but..
She's nice..
but..
is she my friend?
Is she going to be there for me....
when i'm sad..
when i'm lonely..
will she keep my secrets?
I really want to know..
Why can't my life be like those in the anime?
Happy endings all the time..
or mayb be like one of those people with wonderful talents...
like singing..
dancing...
beauty...
can't my life have some fun adventure?
Can i ever ever ever be happy?